Here I am
Soul searching again
With droplets of rain
And early morning dew
Only one missing is you
You touched my soul
My tears,my whole
Then we stayed in our being
And here I am recounting that feeling
But woes of gloom surround me
The droplets of rain pour the pain
It hurts to know that I'll never see you again
It hurts even more that I'll never rest my head on your shoulder and share my pain
The streets I walk will be alone forever
With no stars seen together not now, not ever
The thought of death on my own grapples me with fear and you nowhere in sight
Death was to do us part and now it's just us living our parts
No twinkle in my eyes, no soft smile across my face
It hurts to accept that life will be this
It pains even more that there is no tomorrow
While we had our chance we missed the choice and
life now has other choices.
This I never imagined, to be shunned
be stilled and be muted in feelinggs not once but twice
It perhaps is bygone and pointless reeling and mourning
The price I paid I suppose, in being nice
Time shall heal and so shall I wait
With all the love and not any hate!
Here I am soul searching again
With joys and sorrows all but in vain!
